I have this mentality that if you just have a positive attitude, life will just fall into place, but in reality, it doesn’t work that way. I can’t help but feel like a failure. Before Summer started, I told myself that I was going to work hard during summer school but when school started, I was like F-this! I have no motivation. I signed up for way more than what I could handle and it sucks to admit that because I’m just not that person. I have a father that keeps pushing me to do great and he keeps telling me how proud he is of me but all I ever think is that what is there to be proud of? I’m not an A student and if he ever found out that I got 2 C’s, he is going to murder me ( not literally). LORD HELP ME.
awkward is sexy yeah?
Really missing my mom right now.
Cannot stop thinking about him… this feeling is weird.